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Dec 03, 2007 - 1 comments

I was almost on day 4 of being drug free. Then I started having bad female problems and the doctor gave me pain meds. and i was weak and took them. I feel sad that I was not strong enough to turn them down. After I recover from my surgery I will taper off of them again. And I WILL become drug free. I want to feel proud of myself again. I know I can do it. I will try not to be so hard on myself right now because this will only make it worse. I do not want to go down the same road again, I was almost off the dark road.

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by momeluv, Sep 27, 2008
It is better to be a retread then a flat tire!
That is something they say in NA.   People relapse and then they don't come back cuz they are embarrassed that they slipped.  So we try to make a point to let everyone know, that every body slips, well maybe not EVERYone, but, shoot, people slip.  So.....it is better to be a retread then a flat
Keep on keepin on ......
One day at a time

Love to ya,
momeluv

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