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Nov.19,2009

Nov 19, 2009 - 3 comments

I am so scared because I don't know what's wrong with me. I wish I had more support from my boyfriend, he's says "we'll worry when we know we have something to worry about." Guess what? I just gained 30 lbs of fluid in about 3 weeks, they found fluid in my lungs, I have shortness of breath, I'm tired all the time. That sounds like something to worry about to me. I know he loves me, I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm more behind on the housework than usual, and I'm a woompa-loompa. I'm scared I'll be more scared when I actually get diagnosed. Crazy huh, I'm scared that I'm scared that I'm scared. My nerves are shot. I'll end with that today.

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by KellyMGo, Nov 19, 2009
I'm sorry to hear this.  I'm going through the same thing with my family.  I think... Its too hard for them to fathom and too stressful for them to try to understand.  It *is* time to worry, but don't let it get a hold of you.  I know, you're scared to be scared!  I know it all too well.  BUT... You'll be ok.  I'll be ok.  Sure, it's gonna suck, and we're gonna be tired, and people are going to think that we're crazy, but in the end, we WILL find out.  :)  

Best wishes, and keep your chin up.  

-Kelly

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by HOPEFULDAY, Nov 22, 2009
I HOPE ALL GOES WELL FOR YOU!!!  THIS IS SOME HARD STUFF. I ON THE UNDERHAND HAVE LOST WEIGHT AS WELL AS INTEREST IN KEEPING MY HOME CLEAN AS TO WHERE I USE TO BE MANIC, IT *****. WE CAN DO THIS I AM NEW ON THIS SITE AND NEED ALOT OF HELP!!! MY HUSBAND IS VERY SUPPORTIVE BUT HATES WHAT IT HAS DONE FOR/TO ME. WE ALL NEED HELP, SORRY FOR GOING ON & ON BUT... GOD BLESS & THE BEST OF LUCK TO US!!

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by jeffclark1985, Nov 30, 2009
I wish u luck cause i know exactly how u feel!!!!!

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