Feb 22, 2015
Today was a rough day. Well, these past 3 or 4 days have been some of the darkest I've seen in a couple of months. I'm going to try and record my mood everyday to maybe get a better understanding of what's going on. Everyday is a new struggle, I don't know what tricks my mind will play on me. Am I going to be depressed all day and not leave my apartment? Or am I going to be ok, but with the nagging feeling that everything good will end. I should probably go to a doctor soon. I don't want to live life like this.