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Dec 01, 2009 - 4 comments

From the first time I saw you, I loved you
You were so thin and sick.....My heart was breaking
When we took you home I never thought you would turn out to be the most perfect friend I had ever had,
That you would stand beside me when I was scared and that you would never do anything to hurt me
That you would be there for me through some of the worst moments in my life....

When you slept at night your snoring would keep me awake
When you would stand right in my way and refuse to move I would get frustrated
When you would lick me feet I hated it
When you'd heard Durias into the corner when a stranger walked by it mad me happy
When you curled up in front of the fire place and slept it made me feel at peace
When you would rest your head in my hands when I felt sad, you comforted me
The way you looked at me, your eyes where filled with love

But now you are gone
I took all those things for granted, the way they made me feel and the true meaning behind them
I know that I should have took more time to appreciate you and the little things you did
I wish I could have taken you for one last walk, one last swim, I wish you could have slept my bed one last time, that I could have heard you snore for one more night

Yesterday I had to let you go, I wanted so bad to be selfish, to keep you, to try one more thing
Even though they told me you wouldnt make it

After everything that you did for me, yesterday when I had to let you go
I hope it helped in some way that I was there
I hope you know just how much I love you, how much you are missed

Yesterday I held you while you took your last breath, I hope it helped you find peace

Love you Tia

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by bam1014, Dec 01, 2009

I'm so sorry hun.  I know how much you loved her.

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by pooket825, Dec 01, 2009
I am so sorry teddi, I know you love her very much, keep your head up and know she is not suffering anymore and she is watching over all of us, and keeping us safe

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by turkee23, Dec 02, 2009
i am so sorry... this brought tears to my eyes.... i lost my grandma this morning so i know how it feels (even tho yours was an animal , its the same feeling),,,,,,,, as pet owners this is part of our job and it doesnt get any easier at all with any new pet,.... i have some words for you, they are going to make me ball my eyes out but i hope it gives you some wishes

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....  

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by TeddiH, Dec 02, 2009
Thanks everyone. I am doing better I guess, its min. to min.
I really felt like Tia was my own child. No words can ever explain how I feel for her. I miss her.
Thank you turkee23, that made me cry but they were happy tears.

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