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Anger and Bad Thoughts

Mar 12, 2015 - 0 comments
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Bad Thoughts

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Depression

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I suffer with serious depression to the point that I don't want to talk to anyone at times. All I want to so is find a place of solitude, peace with the smells of lavender to sooth the savage beast in me. To allow my mind to flow to wonder to explore all corners of my dream and a negative black cloud comes it sets me off for the rest of the day. I got to study but my black cloud takes that time from me. Bad thoughts do come to mind but I'm scared to act out on it. I be thinking it but can't do it. I can sense a aura if the person is really into that stuff and when i come across someone like that it does something to me it's like they put a fire under me and now I want to take off. Now the black smoke, the cloud a silhouette of negativity comes and drains it back out of me then I'm depressed and mad, pissed off wanna do away with it but I cant' I have too much in going on to mess that one up....I promised mu girls...I'm not a bad person just need to surround myself around positive aura people

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