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Didn't plan well enough

Jun 29, 2008 - 0 comments

Well I can't beat myself up as I've done that enough....my intentions were right, but I just felt so lousy this morning I thought Iwill feel worse tomorrow morning and I won't be able to drive allthe way to my doctors as it's 2 hours....then hang around by myself in between the two doses he gives me....I need someone with me....then I realized the drugstore will be closed on Tuesda for Canada day so I would be able to get a prescription, so I look at this as a trial run......actually I know if I knew someone was picking up in the morning and would be with me all day I could have continued.....so I took one pill today....not two....so maybe I will only need one day off completely to start the suboxone....I wish I could get subutex for those two days....but this is CAnada and they jsut don't get it.....

Deb I still love even though plans changed....

I will see if I can aim for Wed to see the doc so it will be maybe one in the morning and then nothing till Wed...aim for that and get hte house in order....

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