Jun 05, 2015
If ever I was gonna relapse and take pain meds today would have been the day. And not for pain either. Just a ridiculous amount of stress. I now see WHY I took so many opiates for such a long time. I NEED TO FIX MY LIFE before it comes back to bite me. Not sure where to start but I have to make some MAJOR changes. And I am going to make this a priority because nobody and nothing is going to stand in the way of my recovery. I came dangerously close to giving up today because my whole life has turned into a big no-win situation. Time to clean house emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Wish me luck.