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Today I'm starting to drink Apple Cider Vinegar (1 tbsp. mixed in a glass of water) for my gas/gut problem. It feels weird tbh. my doctor before told me to stay away from acidic foods because my stomach was acidic. But I didn't feel any burning (?) sensation like I used to when I drink coffee. My bowel have changed too, last week when my gas was terrible it was sort of a soft, yellowish type...and I could see that some of the food were not properly digested. Now, my bowel is firm. But it comes out really thin, like there was something blocking the rectum and there are some bowels left. I tried examining it myself and felt a big lump inside I think its between the rectal and vaginal wall. My doctor before had advised me to have upper and lower endoscopy because my ultrasound tests from before had shown negative signs of any problem. Its quite expensive so I didnt go. And now I'm scared, what if this lump I'm feeling that is blocking my bowel is actually inside my vaginal wall, and would be a part of a more serious problem. I don't know what to do. School has just started and I don't have time to take a break and focus on medications. I already stopped for a whole year yet nothing has changed. It's really embarrassing, that sometimes I would have to skip a class just because my assigned seat is in front. And students behind me are complaining because of the foul smell. I feel like an outcast. I couldn't study properly and I have to avoid literally everyone including my friends to save me from embarassment. I couldn't sit still for an hour let alone my 3 hour class, or even go to the library. Even the librarian complains and sprays air freshener in my direction. If anyone is reading this or sees this, please talk to me how I /could solve this problem. I feel relief that there are a lot like me who are struggling in their daily life. Email me @ ***@****