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Cancer... 2nd time around.

Feb 19, 2010 - 0 comments
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Cancer

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Pain

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chemo

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radiation

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worried

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Life

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limbo

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Fear

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lymphedema



Ok, well this *****... I've been gone for a while, had nerve damage in my leg, moved across town with my fella, that didn't work out so well, I moved back to my old apartment, found out there is a tumour on the nerve, then found out it was cancerous...
Still with my man, as good friends (he really is the best friend ever) and happy to be in financially ok state, not working, worried sick about chemo, radiation and life in general (Why is this happening to me again? I am so bloody healthy... oh yeah, my emotions can be toxic.. so it's my fault...)

Anyway.. there is it. I am in Limbo. Waiting still for treatments options..It's been 8 months since nerve damage was a symptom, and one month since cancer was diagnosed...(I've not been able to be as active due to nerve damage, excruciating pain... and that is hard for an athletic type, who finds joy in riding her bike to up mountains or to other cities!!) Agh..

So I am back with a new issue. :)

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