Decided today was a new week, time to make some changes. Being unemployed for over a year made me look around my house and wonder "what have I done with this whole year?" (which in itself is overwhelming)
I have kept the house clean but have I done any special projects? Have I redecorated a room or read books?? NO, because I have been feeling sorry for myself. So, I went to the bank, picked up some sweaters a friend was giving away, decided to stop sleeping on the couch and slept in the bed, cleaned my office, and decided to not keep the laptop within 12" of me at all times, organized papers into folders and made tags for each.
I don't know if this is normal energy or manic behavior. I can't stand not being normal, and wondering if every single thing I do is BP behavior.
So, the last day or so, I've had a good amount of energy and feel at least a bit productive and good about myself.