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Waiting and not wanting

Mar 18, 2010 - 0 comments

I am still waiting for a bed in the hospital.  Its a small private facility, in fact where I spent 6 weeks last year, so sometimes there can be a wait.  Hopefully toomorrow I am told.

Im in no hurry, yes I know this is what has to happen before I decompensate too muchand while the drugs are still semi working but i dont want hospital.  I really do not want to put a 3 or 4 week hole in my job hunting, I know that seems silly but its already been 7 weeks with nothing and another 3 or 4.. Money doesnt grow on trees.

Actually being in hospital.. Well the staff are nice, the food is average and normally the patients are ok - they do not have the ability to take dangerous or actively suicidal patients so the patients tend to be BP, Schizo Affectiive or depressed and are normally ok, Im hoping I get a decent room mate who isnt uber touchy or one of the oldies who go to bed at 8pm (had one of those - they suck for people who take pills at 10pm like me and want to read and relax).

good side is I can take my laptop in with me, they have lockable storage and I have my laptop lock as well so I can use my internet to connect to the outside world which is nice.

So I wait.  Maybe toomorrow.

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