Apr 09, 2010
Withdrawals aren't too bad today except that I'm pretty emotional. The anxiety is over the top also. Ken's being really grouchy with me all of a sudden... saying I can't do my internship this summer. He says I can try to finish out this semester but I'm not sure how he feels about things after that... I don't know what to do. I wish I could talk to him about what is really going on!! I don't feel like I can really talk to anyone because everyone expects me to be something I'm not and I don't want to dissapoint them. If he's not here later I might go to an NA meeting. It's been a while. I have to do something because I don't feel like I can go on feeling this way.