possible unwell, which is not terribly unreasonable given the amount of erm, stuff that is coming out of both ends of child #1. Poor baby. then again poor me having to clean it up. But the clean house is a bit of a bonus, Psychiatrist appt tomorrow, psychologist on tuesday. Not sure how to get the best out of KH, seems so medicine based, no mood/behaviour but then SH seems to be addressing some of that stuff? been very depressed this week, feeling so damn old and ugly. I keep thinking - OMG I look like a 40 yrd old, and then remembering, sh!t I nearly am. damn damn.