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Jan 02, 2016 - 0 comments

Another day working. Not feeling good or bad for the most part. Work irritations & agitations.

Surprisingly not the least bit excited for tonight. Michael & Bob have this New Years Party planned
out. Mostly people from their work.
Although I'm normally extremely nervous about these situations because I have no clue how
to fit in... For some reason, I'm kind of, just blank.

After work I slowly got ready & Michael, Leslie & the girls showed up but Bob had been just sitting on the couch

Michael got Bob to go out n start the bon fire. Not long after, Michaels dad called & said his car was just stolen from the driveway (it had several of the nights dishes & Michaels "bottle" in the trunk.)

Needless to say, Michael got moody, he & Leslie left to see if they could run into it somewhere in our little town.
Yee  Haw... Another night started off well. Thinking I'll take it easy tonight til the girls go to sleep, just 1 of those nights I can't be sure what to expect.

As usual, everyone comes & I'm left to take care of things. Everyone's with Bob n Michael outside at the bonfire/

Feeling a little left out but strangely a little numb still too. Enjoy setting the girls up with their movies & coloring tables, But can't go outside for very long because can't watch them from out there. . .

Thank god Chris's car was found so quickly so everyone's mood changed to pretty good & gave them all something to discuss for quite some time.

Finally got my grandbaby girls to sleep just after 9pm.

Bob can't even stand straight. Love him, but would be nice if he'd waited a little for me.

Bob goes to the bedroom to put his slippers on & disappears, he's down for the night already..
I am able to get him ton "promise" me he would at least get up in 3 hrs for the New Year before he gets sick & passes out.

I'm just settling into my 1st "real" strength drink, starting to relax a little & 3 of the work people are leaving because 2 are felling no pain & the driver wanted her turn to be able to drink.

It was just Michael, Leslie, Chris, Ashley Jonathan & his girlfriend left & Michael, Jonathan, his gf & myself were having a good time.
Then...
They all wanted to leave to go to Michael's...

30 min before New Years, I'm sitting by the bon fire all by myself.



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