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I wake up alive

Apr 19, 2010 - 0 comments
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alive

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waking

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bus

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cell phone

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Anxiety

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Panic Attack

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dramatic

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organization

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culinary

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steve

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rex

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new shoes <3

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Pretties

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MSPCA

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animals

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veterinarian

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Pain

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foster

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ferrets

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shei

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frisbee

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blankies

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billy



My brother does not. Today I missed the bus. So whatever. I lost my cell phone. I'm really getting frusterated. I'm trying not to freak out though, because I know what used to happen. I've looked everywhere and I'm staying relatively calm. In my lifetime, if I've ever even thought I've lost something expensive like a phone I'd burst into tears and start slamming my head on walls. It literally happened all the time. I'm happy to say I've moved past that. Please let me move past that. I'm unreachable.

I'm going to organize the bookshelves in culinary tomarrow, and holy **** I'm pathetic casue I've been looking forward to it all day. What else? Who knows? I don't understand algebra. And blah balh blah. I went to Steve's and we played frisbee! It was a ton of fun. I feel like a fish taking flight. Or something like that. It's nice out. His dog puked on the basketball court. We took him for a walk and he tired out from the excitement. My new shoes are giving me bruises on the backs of my feet. How strange!

I read a lot and played a little KH. It felt like a really productive day. I'm making blankies and pouches for the ferrets at the MSPCA. We're going tomarrow. I'm so excited. I cry when I meet them, but I love it. I love to go see the animals. That's why I make food. I love animals so much that it hurts. I could never bear to see them in pain all the time, or headed to a bad home. I couldn't do it. It tears me apart just thinking about it. And so I'll do all I can from here. One day I hope to foster ferrets-or dogs, cats, whatever need be.  But ferrets would just be so lovely.

We're also going to hang out with Billy and Shei, I think. That would be fun.

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