Dec 25, 2007
Sometimes its great without much family, and sometimes like today it sucks. I dont even miss them so much, and dont ever want to go back or be back with them. I miss the memeries, I miss what we were when I will little. I have everyone that I need my kids and hubby they are the most important people to me. I guess I am just feeling sorry for myself. I know this will pass, I think this time I just refuse it give in and take something to make it not hurt as bad. But I am not gonna, no matter what. I know that I am going to just have to deal with all of it sooner or later.