Jun 11, 2010
After seeing no heartbeat at 6wks1d and having light spotting, the passing of teeny bits of tissue and cramping on and off for 9 days I will finally find out what's going on Monday morning - which will be 7wks4days. (Thankfully - the spotting & cramping ended Wednesday- 2 days ago)
I am praying that we get good news, yet steeling myself for the worst. I'm trying very hard not to think about what may or may not be going on inside me, but it's very tough! I just remind myself that really - I am no further ahead or further behind than anyone going for her first ultrasound - as i only went in at 6wks due to the spotting. Everyone on Medhelp has told me that 6wks is more often than not too early to see a heartbeat, so I will cross my fingers that all is well.....I'm just so worried!
DH is such an optimist - he is sure that everything is just fine with his boy. I hope and pray that is the case. The thought of having to tell him otherwise breaks my heart... but i wont cross that bridge till I get there.