Jun 15, 2010
ok, well, um, like....OMG! tomorrow is all day orientation for my big new high class job. walmarts toy department! oy! i used to be thankful that i didn't work there because the people that did seemed so miserable. never name the well from which you will not drink. i must really be parched. lol
ah....good old fear of the unknown. i remember it well. i also remember surviving 3 years in the US Army mostly spent doing field maneuvers. 50-60 hour weeks doing assembly line in the winter with no heat much later. and all that came between. i have always been very capable. addiction being the only thing that ever screwed up my work performance, aside from chidbirth of course. this is totally doable. it's kinda cool to have butterflies in my tummy. i am nearly half a century old, but feel like i'm brand new. in many ways i am. celebrated my 30 days last night at a powerful stick meeting. hadn't ever been to a stick meeting before. it was cool. very powerful. i'll recharge my batteries one more time before tomorrow. don't know what my schedule is going to be yet. trying hard not to project. i am good at staying positive. my glass has always been half full. just a walk in the park. yeah...just a walk in the park.