Texted Luke today, he is really pushing for a relationship and living together. I am still torn, because it feels too fast and I'm am scared, but I also feel like I am in love. Maybe it is just infatuation or intoxication, perhaps both. Very stressed about my Dad, feel helpless. A bit overwhelmed with all I have to do and the beginning of my first real week out of Menninger. Also am going on very little sleep; I was up until after 4 am last night and got up at 10:30 am.