Jun 21, 2010
Generallly better than most days. I'm still stuck in bed and can't visit my horse even to brush her or just pet her. I can't go to the store just to get my son some sand paper. He's disabled too with my inherited DJD and DDD, his back is in terrible shape and worse than mine was as his age. I was able to watch our puppy in his new swimming pool, he is a lover of life and makes everything funny and exciting just watching him. I wish I could play with him. I miss life a lot but am okay with most of this being ill all the time. Although I would rather be healthy and do everything I used to do, I've had this long enough to know there is nothing more I can do about it.
I get very depressed sometimes, especially having lost my mom and brother this year, Both died 3 months apart and unexpectedly. It's enough to be depressed about in itself, but the fact that I was able to make it to both of their wakes and funerals made me feel a tiny bit better. Well that's it for today, let's see what tomorrow brings.