Jul 01, 2010
Well I was experiencing some unpleasant cramping yesterday while shopping at Walmart. I spent about an hour walking around the store. Came home and just took it easy but cramps didnt really subside. When i woke up this morning my breasts didnt hurt much like they normally do. We went to the lake. Used the facilities and noticed I am spotting. Had a freakout and even showed DH the TP. He had to agree that the spotting was there - no matter how much he wants to deny that anything may be going wrong. (This spotting was not the same as what i had earlier in the pregnancy. First time around it was just some tiny bits in CM - this time it was pinkish beige CM) When i was panicking DH said some things to me that werent very nice. i am scared sh!tless right now, and he thinks its a good time to lecture me about being pessimistic. He even had the nerve to compare me to his crazy mom and sister for whom he has very little regard.
I am NOT feeling very optimistic. i dont know what to do. Who do I call? The RE released me to my family Dr. My family Dr knows nothing about this stuff - didnt even know what an IUI was. I havent had my first OBGYN appt yet - thats not till monday. What on earth do I do? I have a very bad feeling about this, and i have no one who will listen to my fears.
I guess i will just try to keep it together until Monday.