feeling warmer today, got a bit of ethusiasm to go shopping...still not sure if i wanna go out tonite, just cant be bothered. just had a month of having lots of energy and loads of ethusiasm to keep the flat nice and tidy . this last week has been a struggle, i want to do it but just ave no energy , i wanna sleep all the time. everything feels a bit of a effort at the mo. the only reason i keep going is for my kids. still feeling negitive towards a friend again, i have 2 voice in my head battling over weather she is my friend or not or is just using me. feeling confussed at the mo i guess everythings a battle or a effort .