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I woke and drove

Jul 15, 2010 - 0 comments
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sims2

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steve

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shei

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Walmart

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stood up

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mr nick

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that game

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self harm

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Blood

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stupidity

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bandaids

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frankenstein

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shei's amy

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tattoo

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legit reasons

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Crying

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pathetic

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sensitive

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driving

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billy

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caelan

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reading

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Pygmy

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chuck palaniuk

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parents

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Dexter

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spaghetti

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skate 2



And the morning was a morning. I played sims and picked up steve and drove shei to walmart. She kinda stood us up last night, what with the not answering phones or leaving any explanation. Today she says she wants to move away or move in with nick. And the only thing I can think to do is back off. I can't play that game.
She said something about a date today. I have a cute little carving on my arm now and in my own stupidity, I tossed a razor blade in my bed and then climbed in. Onto the razor. It was just a little pinch, like getting blood drawn. I looked down and there is a deep, wide cut in my leg. Aw, hell. Back out of bed and while I'm looking for a bandaid blood is literally pooling and flowing down my leg. I apply pressure and clean it up and bandage myself. Like I don't look like Frankenstein this morning with bandaids everywhere. But Amy's boyfriend stood her up so Shei went with her to get her tattoo filled. And I'm telling you the truth, it didn't bother me at all. A legit reason, helping someone out, who is nice and funny. Go ahead. Her mom yelled at us. I cried, becase I'm pathetic and sensitive. Steve drove us to his house. I read, and they played video games and chased the baby around and it was fun. A calm day, I read a lot and I like that. Pygmy. Eventually we brought him back to her house because her parents were upset. Me and steve came back to my house and played games a bit, ate spaghetti, and then he watched Dexter with me!

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