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A new day

Aug 02, 2010 - 0 comments

Today as I ponder what life may have in store for me over the next couple of years I think back over the last week. I got to save a babies life AWESOME, I got to joke with a women who was in a lot of pain and make her feel better WONDERFUL, I was allowed to help a friend AMAZING and I felt like I still had somethng to contribute to this world.

I do not often get to feel this way. Like I still have purpose. I do not feel like housework when I get home, someone does that for me. I dont have the energy to cook, but I have family for that. They dont let me drive much, I am blessed with people to help me with that. I have a 71 beetle and I really miss driving her. She misses me as well.

I cant shop for groceries because just looking at the shelves causes severe vertigo. that is okay I always hated that anyway. I can still do what I love.I can serve my family with tenderness and compassion, I can teach them the ways of the Lord, I can lead them in the right path and hopefully not give them the wrong advise. I can hug my grandchildren and still rock a couple of them.

I can love my husband because I am still fortunate to have him. I can still think most of the time. Even though the kids at work swear I need aricept. I CAN PEE right now. I can talk to my online friends. And right now as I am in my room enjoying peace and reflection I can sleep if I choose.

My prayer today is Lord grant my friends peace, grant them comfort and a pain free restfull night. Lord grant them answers they are seeking, and treatment that they need and most of all let them feel your love and strength.

Good night all

Missy



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