Aug 24, 2010
At least I'm hoping this is the last night. I remember from previous times that I could go into tomorrow, do my bloodwork and get a call to continue with the pills. For now, I will be excited to know I finished...for now.
Tomorrow I go in for my bloodwork and hopefully will have a better idea of what to expect. My 2nd wedding anniversary is coming up soon and we have a little getaway planned, but I'm thinking it may have to be put on hold if retrieval is getting closer.
I am feeling very anxious this time around, more than I ever have, which I'm not sure why. I guess I'm feeling frustrated by the whole process almost to the point where I'm almost ready to give up. Seriously, do you know what I look forward to the most during this process....??? The Valium I have to take for retrieval. That sounds awful doesn't it? Really its the only time I can actually relax and feel like I don't have to worry about anything.
As negative as I may sound right now, I'm positive that I will handle all of this regardless of the outcome. I mean afterall, haven't I been handling everything already? lol