Oct 02, 2010
I knew his healt was poor, an alcholic with alztimers, bladder cancer , emphisema,,,
he and step mom are snowbirds they leave Mi and go to FL this time of year every year,,,,they stopped for breakfast, at 10am in Ohio,,,he said to her I just dont feel good,,,it got worse they called ambulance by that time he couldnt even walk,.,but wasnt having chest pains...they put him on stretcher and into ambulance and his heart stopped,
they did all they could he was 77, I believe it was just his time to go,,It really is so shocking. I dont know what to do with myself,,,I cried all day, cant cry anymore,,,had to go to my Dads twin sisters home and tell her this it was heart breaking.
tommrow Im meeting my sister, 2 aunts and step mom at funeral home to plan arrangements,
I dont know how I can look at my Dads dead body,
this is random but Im worried about flowers too, people are gettting away from sending them but Id send a 400 doller beautiful piece if I could I literally have three dollers till payday (tues) I just dont know what to do with myself
Thank God he didnt really suffer...my step mom had planned on sticking him in a nursing home in florida as his alztimers progressed,,thank you God that that did not have to happen to him.
there are just know words, we were so close,,I didnt get to say I love you to him one last time