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so sad :(

Nov 17, 2010 - 0 comments

I am so emotional today, i am so tired of doing everything myself, cooking,cleaning,taking care of kids. waking up in the middle of the night for my DD who is 21 months and should be sleeping through the night. I just want a break. But no my bf doesn't even ask me if i need help, or how i am doing. Instead he whines and ******* and curses after i am already in bed, that he is done with this because we have not had sex since September. OMG i told him this friday that it wasn't because of him and this pregnancy and everything else is taking a tole on me. I have no desire for it what so ever, yet he makes me feel bad, because he has needs and that i dont want him. Really!!!
Why can't he just get it through his head that i need love and attention too, that it is not all about him. I do everything and i think he should be a little more understanding, its not that i do not want him i just am too tired, and have no desire for sex. AGG i've been crying on and off today, because of this an what i have to do everyday.

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