Not the best day, though a nice start. Diane stayed over, and we had breakfast before she had to go.
Sol is away in Brussels - I miss him (which is a good thing) But, urgh! the 'he'snevercomingback' evil little mantra plays in my head *Cue creepy fairground music*
Todays word is Fear. Oh yeah. We circle each other like two timber wolves vieing for the alpha spot. Its in me all the time right now, but not always on top.
Some other words for today - self harm; suicidal feelings; Wanting to hurt myself; indecision (very rare for me!)