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Another BFN.. I Hate This Cycle!!

Jan 18, 2011 - 10 comments
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Well guys i took a frer test this morning and it was a bfn... again!! I dont think im preggo, i dont even think im 16dpo (if thats even right) this cycle has been so screwed up since my last period that i dont even know anymore. Im tired of testing hopeing its gonna be a bfp when i know its not. I dont know anymore guys, im done testing for now. Right now im just waiting for af to show up so i can try again next month if she ever shows up. Im not gonna worry about ovulation this month or anything, all im doing is waiting to see when af's gonna show soon. My chart this month is sooo outta whack its not even funny, oh well i guess i'll start taking my vitex again since im not preggo lol, i had to stop taking them until i found out if i was preggo or not.. and what do ya know im not. I aint down or depressed or anything i just knew it was gonna be a negetive even when i stayed positive. No worries ladies my and all of our turns will be here be4 you know it. Dont feel sorry for me lol im use to getting these kind of results and i've learned to deal with the outcome at hand better than be4 i started ttc. Its 2011 which means im gonna try my hardest to give me and my husband that miracle baby we've alwasys dreamed about... you watch and see!! SSBD to all of you :)

P.S. Im gonna make an appt. with my ob/gyn and see if i can get checked out for everything!!

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by earthangle, Jan 18, 2011
SSBD!!

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by Vantom, Jan 18, 2011
thanks girlie :)

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by keenie009, Jan 18, 2011
It's not over yet!!!! See what the doc has to say. Keep your head up, your day is coming. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I'm so scared to test because I already know it's going to say BFN as usual! I'm trying not to get discouraged but it is so very hard not to. I know it will eventually happen but I want it NOW...LOL!!

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by Vantom, Jan 18, 2011
thats how i feel too lol, thanks :)

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by Dreamia, Jan 18, 2011
Sorry about the results...it surely doesn't get any easier seeing those BFN, but with your attitude you will get far in this mean infertility business...good luck at the OB...maybe they will give you provera or something to start you AF and clomid or something to insure that you O...I pray for our success!!! Stay strong...

1045727 tn?1463742983
by Vantom, Jan 18, 2011
thanks i sure hope so cause im sooo ready to try again, but this time im using a opk lol.

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by Tasia32, Jan 18, 2011
God will give you a baby in time. I tried for my 1st son for a year and three months as soon as I decided to stop trying and put it in Gods hands bam I endedup pregnant. Just wait on the Lord


1045727 tn?1463742983
by Vantom, Jan 18, 2011
thanks i think thats what im gon do, and stop temping for a while and just do opk's!! and let god do his work :)

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by teci66, Jan 20, 2011
Someone once said "TTC is NOT for wimps!".....and that is so very true.  The disappointment when AF arrives every month is a bummer, but I really feel that your BFP is coming!  If your OB is willing, I'd try Femara as it doesn not thin your uterine lining and dry out your CM like clomid can. :-)

1045727 tn?1463742983
by Vantom, Jan 20, 2011
thanks hun im def gonna see about that!!

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