Jan 31, 2011
I know Ive not been active with the social on here, got myself into kinda a funk about being divorced recently and my Dads death...but I did alot of praying and thinking and I have decided its time to let go of any guilt, pain, etc...Its time to start fresh and enjoy life. My Dad would have wanted that for me. I was upset about my upcoming birthday as I was born on my fathers birthday, and that always made it so special. so I am going to go to the cemetary. leave him some flowers, pray, and I will come home have cake with my children and enjoy and celebrate the day.
the only thing I cannot find a answer for is dating..Im ready not for anything serious but perhaps dinner a movie and such..heres the problem my kids....they at their ages of 17 and almost 20 are so against it..they I guess are protective of me ( youngest son wants me to find a man , he says he doesnt want me to grow old alone) ( hes 14 )
so any auggestions on that Id appreciate.