Apr 11, 2011
It seems like it's been forever since I've seen my husband. I miss him so much. I just hope that he doesn't get caught up again. I don't think I can go through everything again. Not like that at least. I just want to have a normal family... I want my kids to see their dad every day not once a week. :(....and now it's not even that often. I have no one to talk to and if I did talk to ppl here they wouldn't understand anyway. Tell me to leave and find something else is the advice I always get. So I keep my mouth shut and keep it all in....
I can't do it all by myself...i'll be stuck here forever. I HATE being here. So negative..