Apr 19, 2011
I have entered in to seventh month of MMT.
I am now on 80mg of Methadone ,that is 240 liquid drops of Methadone - pure Methadone Hydrochloride.(7 mini-bottles,each one has 10ml/1ml-10mg).
Now,I feel like its the right dosage,but only one more rise of 10mg - to be on 90mg would be right - and I would start STABILIZATION on that dosage,AFTER SEVEN MONTHS - RIGHT DOSAGE.After few months of stabilization I would start an tapper down .
I think it would be right decision,BUT still,at this point I would think twice about quitting MMT because of my need for euphoria, and...to be honest at this point where I am on 80mg (pretty much) I do NOT feel nothing special when i take 'done . That's why I have started an INITIATION FOR IMPLEMENTATION OF JURNISTA (HYDRO-MORPHONE) IN MMT! I hope i will made it successfully.
All this is because 85% patients (of 100% on MMT) did not prosper significaly from Methadone because of its specific effect. (no euphoria,witch every heroin-addict is looking for,instead of it - we get and disphoria( depression),significant lethargy,unmotivated,unable to concentrate...etc)
So that is how I am now... At this moment.