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Apr 19, 2011 - 0 comments

I worry about my boyfriend. I got a call around 10:30 pm and he said he fell down the stairs and he is worried that he broke something. I am going to come to his house to see if i can help him recover from his injuries. I am worried because this is not the first time this has happened.

He is under a lot of stress because of his mom and other stuff in his life. I love being there for him but sometimes i can't always be at his beckon and call on account of having stuff of my own i need to take care off. Relationships are not easy by no means and there is always something happening.

It is 11 months for my boyfriend and I but sometimes i feel that i am in too deep and when the time comes i will have a hard time letting go of the situation. The intimacy is great and we connect on all levels but sometimes i feel stressed and pressured to do more things like move in with him and i am not ready and he keeps asking me since July of 2010.

I don't want to walk away but i feel like if he asked someone else she would walk away.

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