Sep 20, 2008
I have decided to sign up to this website because I am interested in staying healthy and meeting people that can help me as I courageously conquer my own addiction.
It has been a secret of mine for over 2 years. Yes. I am very ashamed about it, It would kill me if my family were to ever find out because I am scared that they would be disappointed in me. My addiction started with one simple pill, and eventually turned into a terrible lifestyle. Well I want out. I have wanted out for a while now but could never gather the courage to talk to anyone including my doctor let alone family in friends. I feel ashamed about it. However, I'm tired of it now, and I want the old me back. I finally met with my doctor and he's helping me conquer this terrible disease. One week at a time. I'm weaning myself off of the drug. I will still feel withdrawals, but my doctor thinks this will be the best way for me. I agree. I'm less scared of failure and i'm focusing on life after drugs. I know I will be successful and I will find ways to help me through the psychological struggles of drug dependence. I will be leaving regular posts of my recovery. Feel feel to comment.