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self imprisonment

Sep 21, 2008 - 0 comments

self imprisonment-i suppose somewhere inside me i yearn for freedom from that which holds me stagnant.overexaggeration turns underestimated emotion.....emotion.why the urgency to hide and slow the flow of that which could,and perhaps will,improve,and heal the burning inside?i am protecting my pain.it is mine and i so badly want to keep my pain to myself.but,in doing so i am hurting so many who care for me,aching for love and acceptance,only to throw you down in the latter of our shared love.yet anger and guilt not shared between me and you.you are blamed for all that is a mystery within myself.......burning.oh,i pray that i might someday throw a blanket over that angry child.if the strength is found within the core of my being.tears soak my heart and weight it down.i am drowning,and i am tired,and so very,very lonely i am.........

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