Jun 03, 2011
June 3 2011 Day 4 of Detox
OMG, I think I could handle the detox if I could get some sleep?
After being on morphine, and various other opiods, for 4 - 5 years from severe chronic back pain,
I can't handle the side effects any more.
My dr. doesn't think it's a good idea, and says I should try another drug. But right now, i say, enough is enough!!
The last 2 nights were hell. I was up all night. Even after smoking pot,taking sleeping pills and ativan I still could not sleep. The restless leg syndrome is very real (total aggravation) it doesn't hurt it just wont let you relax.
I ended up taking a bath a 6am this morning, which helped my legs a bit. And then I was able to get 3 hours sleep.
I am very nauseous and have no idea what to eat?
It is so beautiful outside, but I feel to ill to do anything.
I hope I have the Will power to do this, I feel like my family has abandoned me, and I could really use some tender loving care at the moment. Luckily my husband comes home today, I hope he can give me support.
Well, we will se what the day brings.