I have no clue what's going on this cycle. Today is cd36 and there's no sign of AF in sight AND I got a - hpt. Either the stress from last month casued me to O later than normal, which I was getting clear gooey cm around the same time AF was suppose to be here, but then about 5 days later I got a huge glob of white CM. OR I didn't O at all due to stress. Either way I'm confused, sad, doubtful and all the other negative emotions out there. My temps are going up a tad at a time, but this morning I had a big jump and I"ve been feeling nauseous these last 3 or 4 days!! I HATE this. I'd rather have a negative and AF then not knowing. :( I just want to go sleep, for hours until one of the other shows up. :( You'd think after 12 years I'd either get a yes or no by now, and all these guessing games would be over. :( What a BLAH day!!
This IS never ending. :(