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Jul 11, 2011 - 6 comments










Why when things start going good it always gets all messed up again.  I'm so sick of all this.  Seriously.  I don't even know what's happening with everything anymore. Ugh. Just going day by day -- hour by hour, like everyone else.  It's so hard for me -- I'm used to planning out everything way in advance and knowing what I'm going to be doing before doing anything.  Now I'm just "going with the flow" and I hate it.  I'm putting my faith in the Lord that everything will work out for the good and soon. Sometimes I feel as though when I tell someone something that is happening in my life good it jinxes it and things get screwed up.  I'm not very superstitious at all, but it happens EVERY single time.  Constant coincidences? Starting to doubt that.  I'm not telling anyone anything anymore. Please keep my family in your prayers!

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by freddy911, Jul 11, 2011
Why? because we are not perfect. I like that you say you will put your faith in the lord. Thing should fall back in place if you  have positive mindset. Dont loose your pacience. Accepting the fact that we wont always be in our comfort zone is scary but thats just life. Work at it step by step

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by sudie58, Jul 11, 2011
tiff, i hope you are ok and havent received any bad news or anything, i know you want to be with your hubby and i hope him and your kiddies are also ok, its not like you to be so down, you are in my thoughts and prayers!  look after yourself,  you are always ready to help others, and you deserve to be happy. god bless,  sue.

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by tgtiffany, Jul 13, 2011
I'm okay and the babies are too -- so is the hubby now... things got crazy but are getting back to normal.  Hopefully we'll be moving soon!!!  

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by Dane74, Aug 02, 2011
Hi my sweet long lost friend, i see you have been down in the dumps lately and i am so sorry.  Sometimes i believe God puts us all to a test, but i do know this, He only gives us what we can handle.  You are a bright , loving,  caring lady and you will get through this rough patch in your life.  Sometimes it's easier to help others than help yourself, so listen to me my friend, look in that mirror of yours and smile and say i am GREAT!!!!!  Does that sound familiar???  Hey you made me do it, now it's your turn, and girl, that's an ORDER!!!!! LOL   What's going on with you and your family?  I am sending prayers your way.


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by Dane74, Aug 02, 2011
OOPS ok, some how i was not able to see your current journal post, but i just read it.  Ok, well, now i know what's going on and i am so very sorry.  I know that just has to be so upsetting since you have been through hell and back with his recovery, but remember, that just makes you the better person.  Like i said in my previous post, sometimes, we are dealt a very difficult hand, but that just means you need to lean on the Lord and pull yourself up, you and your beautiful babies.  I am thinking and praying for you my friend, and anytime you need a cyber buddy just let me know..OK????

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by ImDONENoMore, Aug 02, 2011
I'm here too tiff - PLEASE - keep reaching out to us - we'll be here for you.  You are NOT alone.

Hang in honey it will get better.  I know it's been a long time since you've been with your husband - I hope that happens really soon for you.  I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.  :)

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