Sep 27, 2011
Having a hard time now. I'm letting this treatment get to me. Im so tired and feel like crap! Im getting cbc blood wrk done twice a week, then getting a procrit shot to build my hemoglobin level back up. I have a fever all the time. Im taking ibuprofen, but Im tired of feeling sick. It is so pretty outside, and I cant walk to my car and back without being short of breath and my heart beating hard. I live alone, Im 36 years old no kids. I have my Mom for support, but Im feeling very alone. Im having a pity party, and Im usually not this person. Im sad, Im sick and Im lonely. I couldnt go and make .myself feel better even withm a trip to Wlamart, because I dont have the strength to go. Taking a shower is a chore. I start to feel a little better about the time I have to turn around and take another dose. The genreal fatigue is bothering me mentally. I guess I just needed to vent a bit. I do know this could be worse. I am almost finished with the incivek, 3 more weeks and it is done! Three weeks seems soo far away right now. after three more weeks, I will be half way thru! It is hard to think Im going to feel like this for that much more time. Just Pray for me plz, I know the LORD will see me thru my hard times. I know the LORD will give me strength. Prayer will heal me!