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Oct 08, 2008 - 11 comments

So I did an u/s today, fully accepting that I may not see anything, but something deep down told me I'd get good news. I thought I'd be so nervous, being I've never, in the last 15 months & 3 pregnancies, seen a baby, or a heartbeat. Well we saw a heartbeat for the 1st time EVER!! It was going 180BPM, and we saw our lil bean. WHAT A SHOCK!! First we got the shock of being prego 2.5mo after my last m/c and no trying, then we got the amazing shock of seeing a real lil bean w/ a real lil HB. I also measured correctly for the first time ever as well, 6wks.

We're on cloud 9, but still being cautiously happy. We jumped thru a couple hurdles and made it, but I know we've got a couple more. I guess my cocktail of meds is actually working!

Praying for all you ladies that have hurdles, I'm right there w/ you! Wowen take for granted being able to make a baby just like that, then all they do is go thru a couple months and there's their baby. Then there's women like us that have to take this and that, and have to do who knows what just to have a baby. It make you think, it's just not fair.

Well, we're the STRONGER ONES, and these journey's only make us STRONGER!

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by tfernandez, Oct 08, 2008
wow thats great news!! When is your EDD? I'll be praying for you and I hope you make it all the way this time! This is certainly a good sign!

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by GNicole, Oct 08, 2008
I am so happy for you! I will keep you in my prayers!! Please keep me posted! I am keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you!! :)

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by agomez333, Oct 08, 2008
im sooooo happy for you!!! Relax and take it easy for the next 6 weeks atleast!!! Congrats keep us osted on progress!!!

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by leighanne143, Oct 09, 2008
that is so exciting.  i know how you feel.  2 pregnancies i had with no heartbeats and this time around i saw one and it was amazing.  now watch how fast you lil bub grows within the next few weeks. it will amaze you.  Congrats.

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by angelbabies, Oct 09, 2008
congrats i no that feeling its the best!!! goodluck with your pregnancy! hope it is happy and healthy! it will be evern more amasing at your 12 week scan, i saw my baby sucking her thum! its amasing how quick they grow xx

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by sadiesmommy, Oct 09, 2008
Congratulations on your lil bean. I as well has two previous pregnancies with no babies at all so it was quite the shock to see it this time around. It was horrid having the first u/s at four weeks and then having to come back at six weeks to see if there were heartbeats but we all made it through. I will be 23 weeks on sunday with my two precious boys with little to no complications at this point.
It is all a truly amazing process and I agree I don't think you realize the full extent of that miracle until you experience wanting it so bad and not getting it for some time and unfortunately for some not at all.
Have a happy, healthy and blessed nine months!!

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by Tarobinc, Oct 10, 2008
Yahoo!  What wonderful news!

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by Momofthreecrazykids, Oct 10, 2008
OMG this is such great news hun!!  CONGRATS!!!!!

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by krushing, Oct 10, 2008
Congrats!  I'm right there with you with this hurdle and that hurdle.  It will make us stronger!  And our babies are worth every bit of it!

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by katebud, Oct 11, 2008
I had NO IDEA you were pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I'm giving you the biggest CONGRATULATIONS ever!!!!  I am so happy for you :D

Love you,

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by agamommy, Oct 11, 2008

I Am SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!   I hope that you have a wonderful 9 months.... You have been through alot and you are one of my heros.... I love your strength and most of all your faith in God.... I sure wish you lived here in Arizona....

Hugz, Pamela

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