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Dec 12, 2011 - 0 comments
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OKAY WELL THIS JOURNAL KIND OF RELATES TO THE ONE BELOW. MAYBE I GOT SOME JEALOUSY. WELL BEFORE THE WHOLE BIG FIGHT WITH MY UNCLE AND HIS GIRLFRIEND I BROUGHT UP THE DOG. NOW MY FIANCEE AND I WERE GOING TO GET MY GRANDMA A PUPPY. BUT SHE WILL ONLY TAKE  A GIRL. WELL WE WERE GETTING IT FROM MY FIANCEE'S MOMS FRIEND (BRENDA). WELL BRENDA PROMISED US TO SAVE A GIRL WELL WHEN TIME CAME DOWN TO IT SHE ONLY HAD A BOY LEFT. SO I FELT HORRIBLE FOR BUILDING MY GRANDMAS HOPES THEN SAYING YOU CANT GET A DOG. THE REASON WHY I FELT SO BAD WAS BECAUSE HER DOG BEFORE DIED AND IT WAS SUPER HARD ON MY GRANDMA.

DAVID, MY FIANCEE AND I BROUGHT IT UP TO MY UNCLE JOE AND HIS GIRLFRIEND. A FEW DAYS AGO AT THE HOSPITAL WHEN WE ALL WERE WAITING ON MY MOM TO GIVE BIRTH TO MY BABY BROTHER. BUT THEN THE FIGHT WHEN DOWN.

SO YESTERDAY I WAS OFF AT HOME WITH MY MOM, DAD, BROTHER AND SIS AND MY BABY BROTHER. MY SISTER,LIZZY SAYS UNCLE JOE AND SEPTEMBER WHERE HER. *NOTE THEY NEVER COME OVER TO MY MOTHERS HOUSE* WELL GUESS WHAT THEY HAD WITH THEM! A LIL PUPPY!!!! THEY SAID THEY GOT IT FOR CHRISTMAS FOR MY GRANDMOTHER!! BUT THEY LIVE RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO MY GRANDMOTHER. WHY DID THEY DRIVE AN HOUR AWAY TO GIVE THE DOG TO HER WHEN THEY COULD OF WENT NEXT DOOR TO SEE IF SHE WAS HOME. WHICH SHE WAS AT HOME! ITS LIKE THEY WANTED TO RUB IN MY FACE WE GOT HER AND DOG WHILE YOU LET HER DOWN.

OH ALSO NOTE THEY WERE THERE TO SEE MY BABY BROTHER...BUT WHEN THEY SHOWED UP AT MY MOTHERS HOUSE THEY DIDNT TALK TO ME OR EVEN SEE MY BABY BROTHER WHO WAS AWAKE AT THE TIME!

THEN WHEN MY GRANDMOTHER AND GRANDPA CAME OVER TODAY TO STAY FOR A WEEK. THEY DIDNT REALLY TALK TO ME SINCE THE FIGHT. WE BROUGHT OUR DOG OVER AND DIDNT REALLY SHOW HIM ATTENTION *WHICH BEFORE GRANDMA LOVED HIM, WOULD ALWAYS SHOW HIM ATTENTION* LATER MADE US TAKE HIM CUZ HES BEING TO MUCH LIKE BUDDY. OKAY? THEY JUST SEEMED LIKE THEY WERE BEING JERKS TO ME. ITS KINDA MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I DONT EVEN BELONG IN MY FAMILY. HALF OF THEM WONT EVEN TALK TO ME.

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