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He could have gave up his life..

Dec 11, 2011 - 0 comments
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I won't say who, but he took pills.. He purposely tried to overdose on his friends sleeping pills, and had passed out twice. For three hours he had stomach pains. I didn't know he was doing this since I fell asleep earlier than usual and he texted me saying, "...I took sleepin pills, i dnt knw wht to do no more..I tried overdosin.." He gave me details after this text which was sent at 1:07 a.m. 12-11-11 . The next morning I read the text and I started crying and immediantly called him to make sure he was okay, and he was besides the stomach pains. I told him that everything is going to be okay if he would stay positive and to stay away from things that'll make him more depress or mad. He told me that nothing could help besides you, as in i. I tried helping and I did. What I did was tell him that, "No matter what happens in your life you always got me. No matter what I'll be by your side, it doesn't matter whether I'm mad at you or not. I'll be here. I love you ----- ----- and no body and no single thing in this world will Ever change that. I can't wish on things anymore because all I got to say is, I will, and I will make you get better. Whenever you feel down I'll be here for you to talk, I will Never judge you no matter What you do because I have family that done worse and I still love and treat them the same. I will always be here for you unless I was to die or somehow couldn't contact you. I love you ------ -----. " Later on that day he told me he's trying to stop with drug abuse and going to try to control his anger issues. I told him to head to the hospital still in case anything had gotten ruined by the pills. He denied since he said his family couldn't afford the bill. So I persuaded my dad into paying the bill because he knew ------'s family but wasn't very fond of them. My dad paid and now ------ is approving.

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