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12 dpo + opk again, I think?

Jan 27, 2012 - 14 comments

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Does this one look positive as well?  I noticed the test line isn't quite as thick as the control line, does that matter?  I've been feeling for the past 4 or 5 days now all that cramping stuff, like when AF is coming.  Still assuming she's going to show even though now all I'm getting is like twinges and sharp cramps but they come and go.  We'll see how the weekend goes!  Hopefully she won't show!! :)

This IS never ending. :(
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by Moma_Cher, Jan 27, 2012
Still looks positive to me albeit a bit lighter... I still think it's been too many +++ in a row for coincidence! Hoping & praying the wicked witch stays away for nine months!!

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by Des_a_rae, Jan 27, 2012
Thanks so much Cher!  I thought it was lighter to.  I hope she stays away that long!  It'd be nice. :D

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by heather727, Jan 27, 2012
That still looks like a positive to me!  And I agree with Moma Cher that you've had too many positives in a row for it NOT to mean SOMETHING.  Good luck this weekend!  My fingers are crossed that AF stays away!! :)

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by agrell, Jan 27, 2012
It looks positive too me...fingerscrossed love that soon i will be seeing two pink lines on a pregnancy test from you :D

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by Michelledj, Jan 27, 2012
is there any way you can go get a First Response HPT ????????   I will totally astonished if you are not pregnant.... oh my days.. how completely bonkers and scary and exciting all at the same time :-O sending TONS of sticky baby dust, please let this be your BFP :) x

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by amy8702, Jan 27, 2012
Yep that's still a positive.. I agree with Michelledj... I'll be in complete shock if an HPT was neg.. I think this is it!!!!!

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by Des_a_rae, Jan 27, 2012
I can't thank you all enough for the encouragement, the notes, your input and most of all for giving me some hope.  I CAN get a test in about 15 min if I wanted to but my fear of a negative is taking over.  The store and the lil pharmacy is about 10 min. away but I'm scared to go get one.  I'm sorry for dragging you all into this, posting my + opk's and you all commenting and encouraging me, then I say " I don't want to test", even out of fear I feel bad for doing that to you all.  I'm SO scared.  I can't even describe how I'd feel if I could see a bfp and my sadness would be even greater than that if I got a negative.  I'm definitely going to wait until Monday (and yes in the meantime use my opk's again tomorrow and get my hopes up even more even though I shouldn't) and go from there.  If she's not here by then, I'll probably get a hpt.  She should show by tomorrow!!

Thank you all sooo much and I'm praying you all are right!!  It would be absolutely wonderful!  Not only (the main reason )because this is what I've dreamt about for 10 yrs, but I have 2 cousins that are pregnant right now!! That'd be 3 babies in a year AND my moms first grandchild (that she's waited for forever!!). :)

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by retta483, Jan 27, 2012
I agree with heather too many ++++ opk 's for you not to be pregnant ! SSBD wishing u lots of luck :)  I tried for my first son 7 years Believe me when u finally get a + after so long not only is it a emotional time but its almost like disbelief but pinch yourself and believe it its your time xoxox :)

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by Michelledj, Jan 27, 2012
I can completey understand why you don't want to go get a hpt, while the only explanation we can come up with is that you are in fact preg, it isn't a dead cert and you need to bear that in mind too (you know I wish more than anything that you are) but keeping you're feet on the ground is also best for you're own sanity!  

SSBD xxx

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by Des_a_rae, Jan 27, 2012
Thanks Retta!!  I hope and pray for once in my life I'm able to experience that!

Michelle, I'm trying soo hard. I want to believe sooo bad but something keeps telling me not to.  I do, again, appreciate all the help, every single bit of it.  You all are my TTC family!!  I have not said a word yet about this to anyone, for one they wouldn't  understand what an opk even means and 2, I don't want to get anyone elses hopes up.  Trying to stay sane here Trying! lol.  It's just so hard.  

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by LovemyKids86, Jan 27, 2012
I had a lot of cramping bloating and twinges before I got my BFP!!! I didn't have anymore opks or else I would of taken those too!!! Sounds like you might be getting a BFP soon :))

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by sadiegirl69, Jan 27, 2012
I really hope you get your BFP!!  But, I am confused.  Why are you usin OPK's???? That isn't a pregnancy test..right?  Am I missing something.

Laurie

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by Des_a_rae, Jan 28, 2012
I hope this weekend she doesn't show.  It's going to be a long one.  I'm down to the last 2 days and every little feeling is going to drive me crazy thinking she's here.   Thanks so much Love!!

Laurie, lol yes, but I don't have any hpt's AND the only reason I did the opk in the first place is I was getting cramps and pains not to mention ewcm at 8dpo, I had a super + opk on CD 17, so then I thought it was weird I was getting all the signs of O again at 8 dpo and took the opk at it was positive and has been every day since then.  And thanks so much!! :)

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by pb95, Jan 28, 2012
I'm concerned after seeing you so excited for so many days.  Of course I wish for the best for you, but I have been in the situation of not wanting to test because there was no other explanation but BFP and living the euphoria of thinking it was true, only to meet up with the witch and go into severe depression.  

Won't it be easier to know for real?

I do hope it is true for you and have been checking back on you many times throughout the day!  Hugs andd SSBD!

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