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15 dpo today

Jan 30, 2012 - 8 comments

So, I'm still waiting on AF to show.  I've had long cycles before(only 2 back to back) but they were due to stress.  I don't know what to think about my 2nd set of + opks.  I had my first + at cd17 (right on track with my other cycles) and I tested till they were negative.  I had my 2nd set of +'s on 8 dpo (cd25).  I've been feeling like AF wants to show, with all the cramps and dull feeling down there but she hasn't showed up yet. My cervix is "squishy" and closed, so I hope that's a good thing.  Even though I know it can change several times a day.  I haven't done an opk till today and it's not positive anymore but there's still a line there.  I WANT to test, but I'm to chicken to.  Something just tells me she's going to show and to stop getting my hopes up.  There's no way I could be pregnant (out of all these years) and to stop telling myself that. :(  If she stays gone today, I'll probably get a test tomorrow.  I'll be 16 dpo then so praying that she stays away!!

I have been very tired here lately.  I'm yawning around lunch time and by 8 I'm ready for bed.  I never nap, EVER and I feel like I could just put my head down and sleep forever.

I'm soo moody.  But that could be because of AF near.  I want to slap my brothers girlfriend AND strangle her :)  and then I'll come home and see something on t.v and go to bawling.  I think this all is because of wanting to be pg, thinking AF is on her way and it's all up on me at one time.  

So there ya have it! :)  Testing tomorrow if no AF today.  God be with me!!  

This IS never ending. :(
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by Michelledj, Jan 30, 2012
hmmm, what a complete head wreck hey!!  I'd of thought an opk that is positive bcoz of hcg present would remain positive... but I'm not sure my sis had a + opk and took a hpt and that was + so I'm not sure what would happen if you keep taking them I'd think you should see the same 2 lines!! So! not sure on that one hun, just hoping that this is your time,will be keeping an eye out tomorrow xx

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by Carly1306, Jan 30, 2012
I have my fingers crossed that this is it for you. Even though the OPK's aren't positive it's still promising that there is a line there at all. I would definitely test tomorrow. It could well be positive, but even if it isn't, it might just be what your mind/body needs to put it to bed and then AF might show up and at least then you'll know you can move onto the next cycle.

I really think it could well be your month though, but if not, then you'll know where you're at and ready to start again.


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by heather727, Jan 30, 2012
As much as I don't like that you're OPK isn't positive anymore, the fact that AF isn't here yet is AWESOME.  I'll keep my fingers crossed that she stays away and you get two lines tomorrow! :)

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by retta483, Jan 30, 2012
im praying you get your positive tomorrow :)  Stay away flow !

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by agrell, Jan 30, 2012
SSBD to you honey...BFP thoughts for tomorrow :D

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by pb95, Jan 30, 2012
Praying for good news tomorrow!

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by Moma_Cher, Jan 30, 2012
Oh jeez, go get an hpt please! I am freaking out already!! Please be pregnant!!

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by kirbylulu, Jan 31, 2012
Well???? Did you test yet. SSBD all my fingers crossed for you! I got good news today so hopefully my luck will rub off on you!

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