So, I'm still waiting on AF to show. I've had long cycles before(only 2 back to back) but they were due to stress. I don't know what to think about my 2nd set of + opks. I had my first + at cd17 (right on track with my other cycles) and I tested till they were negative. I had my 2nd set of +'s on 8 dpo (cd25). I've been feeling like AF wants to show, with all the cramps and dull feeling down there but she hasn't showed up yet. My cervix is "squishy" and closed, so I hope that's a good thing. Even though I know it can change several times a day. I haven't done an opk till today and it's not positive anymore but there's still a line there. I WANT to test, but I'm to chicken to. Something just tells me she's going to show and to stop getting my hopes up. There's no way I could be pregnant (out of all these years) and to stop telling myself that. :( If she stays gone today, I'll probably get a test tomorrow. I'll be 16 dpo then so praying that she stays away!!
I have been very tired here lately. I'm yawning around lunch time and by 8 I'm ready for bed. I never nap, EVER and I feel like I could just put my head down and sleep forever.
I'm soo moody. But that could be because of AF near. I want to slap my brothers girlfriend AND strangle her :) and then I'll come home and see something on t.v and go to bawling. I think this all is because of wanting to be pg, thinking AF is on her way and it's all up on me at one time.
So there ya have it! :) Testing tomorrow if no AF today. God be with me!!
This IS never ending. :(