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Jan 30, 2012 - 30 comments

Went to the Dr today.  was telling her how i had been experiencing mild spotting since finding out i was pregnant.  she wanted me to call my old OBGYN immediately to talk about Winrho shots and perhaps a US to see what's up in there.  I had marek with me and i stood up to pick him up out of his stroller and I felt the bad "GUSH'.  I knew exactly what that was.  i went to the loo and discovered that I had passed quite a bit of red blood.

Went to do a beta today - will be repeating on wednesday.  will be in for a US tomorrow.  I feel crampy right now - afraid to go to the bathroom - afraid of what i will find.  

DH was actually more understanding than I thought he would be. He offered to come home from work to look after marek and he will be staying home tomorrow to look after the boy while i go for my test.

Trying very hard to take it easy - thankfully marek is being a good little guy and playing nicely on his own.  

Nervous about tomorrow - dont really want to go on my own, but that's life, I guess.

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by hopeitworks, Jan 30, 2012
Oh I am so sorry. Hang in there. I am praying for a good beta and u/s tomorrow. Taking it easy and resting is the best thing you can do. Im there with you holding your hand in spirit. xoxo

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by GiGiGiGi, Jan 30, 2012
Awwwww, thank you.


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by bella73, Jan 30, 2012
I am so sorry G . You must be terrified. Wish I could be there for u tomorrow. If we didn't live so darn far apart! Thinking of you. Sending you lots of ((((hugs)))

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by GiGiGiGi, Jan 30, 2012
Thanks so much for your support!  i wish you could come with me too!  
I just have such a bad feeling and i am dreading tomorrow - dont want to look at that US screen.  Will just take it as easy as possible and try to stay positive. (easier said than done.  i know you know how this feels, nic, and it's not fun)

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by Kara_robbie, Jan 30, 2012
I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. Praying you get good news.

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by mhv, Jan 30, 2012
Oh No Gi!   I hate that we have to go through this!  I will give you the speech, but you have been on here long enough to know it.... relax, feet up, drink tons of water... and of course.... Many of us have spotting and even red bleeding, w/ clots, (even me, with this pregnancy) and everything is fine.  I am praying for you my friend!!!  Praying hard!  
I too, will be in that room with you tomorrow, holding my breath, and your hand.  

Sending tons of love and support.

Melissa

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by adgal, Jan 30, 2012
I'm sorry honey.  I'm thinking of you and hoping all is well.  Remember how much bleeding I also had with Ryder, and how many times I thought it was over!  It could just be one of those things.  I too will be holding your hand in spirit.  

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by krichar, Jan 30, 2012
Oh G.... I hope it's nothing bad and I wish I could go with you too... I have been there alone when I got bad news and I was lost... Just know we are all there in that room with you in spirit and will be there 100% no matter the outcome. (((HUGS))) from across the prairies ...

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by GiGiGiGi, Jan 31, 2012
Thanks guys. :)   I dunno - the first few days I could have sworn that i was having some symptoms, but now there's nothing.  I guess I'm braced for the worst, but keeping a little spark of hope alive.  My appointment is at 10:30 - thankful that it's early in the day.  I sure wish i had a cell phone... i wont be able to talk to DH till I get home from the appt.  

Will post as soon as I get home from the hospital.

Thank you so much for all the support - i really appreciate it as no one here other than dh knows what is going on so i have no one to talk to.  Nice to know that i'm not going through this alone.

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by Melissa_71, Jan 31, 2012
OOOO G, i'm so sorry u had this scare so early...hopefully all is ok. will be thinking of u...i wish i was there with u too. i know what u mean about writing stuff on here that no one else knows about. it makes it a bit better knowing the ladies on here r thinking and supporting u. keep positive...remember u had a bleeding issue with marek too and all turned out well! xo

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by GiGiGiGi, Jan 31, 2012
twins.



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by naturschld, Jan 31, 2012
Wow!  Are you overwhelmed right now?  Congrats!  I'm guessing everything looked ok at your ultrasound with a little extra gift thrown in.  I'll pray everything goes great for you and your double blessings!

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by krichar, Jan 31, 2012
Or for MIRACULOUS news!! G... This is crazy and insane! I am over the moon for you, WTH!!! I don't even know what to say, so I'll throw out a couple 4 letter "adult" words in my hotel room and drink to you tonight and be right here if you also want to let out a few 4 letter words of disbelief and shock!!

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by GiGiGiGi, Jan 31, 2012
Im still in shock.  

They were taking so long with my U/S I figured that something must be very wrong.  The tech even poked where it had been hurting and asked if it was tender there so i figured it was a tubal pregnancy.  Turns out I have a large corpus luteum cyst that is causing discomfort.  

Both babies measure 6w3d and have heartbeats.

Now to wrap my head around this!  3 kids under 2,,,that's pretty wild.

Wow.

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by GiGiGiGi, Jan 31, 2012
Just heard from my doctor.  Upon inspection of the U/S pics they found the source of my bleeding. its not just implantation bleeding like the tech said she thought it was.   I wish my doc didnt have such a thick accent because I couldnt quite catch the words that she used.... hematoma maybe?  bruise or tear under the placenta of one of the babies?  Now i'm on complete bedrest... LOL dont think that's possible with a one year old to look after.

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by sbumblebeeo, Jan 31, 2012
WOW!  What a story.  I was sad and then excited and now worried.  Will you have to be on bed rest the entire pregnancy?  Good luck with everything!!!

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by usuk, Jan 31, 2012
This story just gets more amazing every day. This was no accident was it???? You are blessed mama. Hope the bleeding stops giving you trouble. XOXO

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by GiGiGiGi, Jan 31, 2012
No this wasnt an accident... this is definitely something meant to be.  :)


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by bella73, Jan 31, 2012
did they say a subchronic hematoma? subchronic hemorrage? I am still in complete awww. I cant even imagine what you must be feeling. i hope your family can help you out with Marek right now. DH must be stunned! Oh i just love hearing about these miracles!

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by GiGiGiGi, Jan 31, 2012
subchorionic hematoma I think.  Im not really on the ball today.... some things just arent sinking in. normally i would have asked her to clarify, but im still in shock.  DH is thrilled.  Im excited but a little nervous about all the work i have ahead of me.

Marek is being a good little guy.  he plays on his own alot now thank heavens.

This really is a miracle, isnt it?

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by mhv, Jan 31, 2012
Miracle for sure!!!!!!    Bed rest my friend!  Bed rest!! Even if you have to hire help!!! Bed rest!!!!

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by melimeli, Jan 31, 2012
amazing.. glad dh is excited!!!

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by SeptemberBound, Jan 31, 2012
OMG, that is such wonderful news! Do you have family close that can help out?  Wow, take care of yourself and your little beanies.

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by tones99, Jan 31, 2012
wow .. that is incredible!!!  completely meant to be .. my dh has 3 brothers - 2 of them twins .. the twins came 18 months after the older brother and they're all really close .. it's a wonderful dynamic .. you will be busy but your house will be filled with laughter and fun!

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by Helen72, Jan 31, 2012
I had subchorionic hematoma during my pregnancy and I was bleeding on and off till I was about 16 weeks.  Everything ended well.  Also, I was not on bedrest; my ob said that it does not help.  Hematomas resolve themselves by bleeding out.
Hugs!

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by nola0805, Jan 31, 2012
Wow - double congrats!! I am so relieved that everything is okay and even happier to hear about the twins.  It is also very nice to hear that your husband is excited.  I hope things settle down soon with the hematoma.  

I am sure that you are still in shock - but don't worry - I have not doubt that you will handle it with aplomb - you have more than enough love to go around.  

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by seattleview, Jan 31, 2012
I'm so sorry you have to experience this pregnancy bleeding again...I had light bleeding early on and it freaked me out.  Fortunately I think it was over by about nine weeks.  I can't imagine your stress experiencing it throughout your entire first pregnancy, and now having to go through it again. :(

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by GiGiGiGi, Feb 01, 2012
Really hoping this bleed clears itself up.  Poor DH - I think he is gonna lose it if he hears that we cant have intercourse during this pregnancy too.  LOL  sex only twice in more than two years... poor guy! (and one of those times resulting in twins LOL)

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by robyn53, Feb 01, 2012
the bleeding should clearit self up!! I had a little of pinkish blood! How far along are you? LOL!! He will get over the fact that you cant have intercourse! We can not either and all will be well in the end!! Positive thoughts are important and if you are able and your ob says it is ok!! Walk a little bit as you can!!!! I makes a world of difference! It sounds like thinkgs are looking up for you!!!!!
I hope  they continue to go well for your family!!


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by Hopefulcb, Feb 01, 2012
OMG!!!! I can't believe you are having twins!!!!! That's just incredible after all you had been through to get pregnant with Marek, and now poof... twins... that's insane! I'm SO happy for you though. It will definitely be a handful, especially at first, but it will be great later on to have your kids so close in age! Glad your DH is taking it well. It must have been quite a shock. I can't believe you have to be on bedrest. That's gonna be tough with a one year old!! Do you have anyone that can help out around? Hopefully the bleeding will settle down. I had a subchorionic hematoma but had no bleeding so they were just watching it. It went away on its own and was all clear by my next U/S. Wishing this all clears up quickly for you too!

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