Okay, yes I'm upset and I swore to myself and to you all today that I'll Never EVER test again with a freakin hpt. I HATE those things!!
Nothing like getting your hopes up and thinking "maybe, just maybe" to see that one single lonely line on a hpt. I wished I had a pink sharpie just to make myself feel better, I'd draw the second line in there. lol. I've been super emotional here lately and I know it's because I knew deep down I wasn't pg, just didn't want to confirm it. I'm okay with it now.
Anyways, Having said all that...do you think that with my 2nd set of opk's that I didn't O on the first ones and possibly did the 2nd time around? I had the ewcm and the usual cramps. If so I first seen the ewcm on cd23 and my super positive opk was on the 25, so Im thinking I should expect AF from now till cd 38 ugh!! She should be here by Feb, 4th and if not I'm calling the dr.
I also want to say thank you ladies soooo much!! I really appreciate your friendship, your encouragement and for being there for me through all of this. It means more to me than you all will ever know. There's no way I could've went to my mom with this, she'd get her hopes up and I couldn't handle seeing her upset when I did the test and it was negative. I think that upsets me more than myself seeing the negative. I can't tell my sister because she's to young and doesn't understand this all. So I actually have no one to go to here that would even understand and I'm thankful to have you all! :)
ANd one more thing, if you all don't mind. My sister has posted in the pregnancy 18-34 forum, she's "Flossy_Mae" and she also posted under the Am I pregnant forum. I would answer her question BUT I don't want her seeing all my problems here on medhelp. If you have time could you please help with her question?
Thanks again ladies!!
This IS never ending. :(