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Oct 21, 2008 - 8 comments
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as u all could tell if u red any my journels i have been depressed,, had many ppl around me pass away to the better life,, hgi mom , i will be there noe day take care of katie till i get there. anyways this is where i thnk many of u all will probbly say ur messed up.. my two oldest kids have moved away, one with her husband and family and my son off to college in slippery rock pa.. which is why we raise them to be in depedent and grown, my youngest is still finding herself, and at 19 i understand that,, i always tell her she was born 20 yrs too late....hipppie at heartr.. but she will be fine.. now i dont want scolding or ******* letters to this respose, but i told all my kids if they ever wanted to try pot to come to me and well they did.. my oldest gets it honestly shes like me ..loves it, my son hates whcich for him thaqt is great and my youngest is a wild chil so nomore be said...maybe i am a bad dad but when they heed advice or comfort they call or come and seee me...anuyways got of track, i stopped listening to music and now i started again and feeling like a human being again dont know what it is about music, i mostly listen to clssic rock . southern rock and jimmy buffett....what a mix but works for me.. hope i did t offend anyone with thid entry wasnt meant too just had to get it off my chest and if you all hate.. weell rememebr what Jimmy Morrison said " lets get our kicks before the whole **** houe gose up in flames"....lmfao      brian

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by HelpinUtah, Oct 21, 2008
Brian:
I'm sorry your depressed.  I understand completely.  I've been struggling myself and it's not a fun place to be!!!  I wish you lots of prayers and happy thoughts!!!  

I hope you have a better day!!!

--Janet

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by Cherie762, Oct 21, 2008
Brian--You know music helps you with yout depression, so keep on rocking !!! like we talked about yesterday we like alot of the same music, I like some country too. not just country rodk but some of the good ole boys like willie. Waylon, and David Allen Cole, love that guy cant forget hank williams jr and sr.

as for partyn with your kids thats your personal decision, no one elses, I wouldnt do it, but I dont smoke dope, never really liked it, dont knock those who do though, plenty of my friends do,


Hey for those about to rock we salute you !!!!  C

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by jimi1822, Oct 21, 2008
                                No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.

                                                                                                      ~ Eleanor Roosevelt




                                Resolve to be thyself: and know, that he who finds himself, loses his misery.

                                                                                                          ~ Matthew Arnold

                                                                                                    prayers and blessings my brother

                                                                                                                                             jimi :o)

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by dominosarah, Oct 22, 2008
Turn that music up my friend!!!!!  I love the classic rock.  Got me thru my wd's and when times get tough i turn it up!!!

I love my kids but thank god for those grandbabies!!!                  sara

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by lonewolf07, Oct 22, 2008
I hate being depressed and anxious all the time  = (

Maybe this will help some or maybe you'll think I'm more loony than I really am  = )

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=E4TRvYAyt3k

Hugs .... wolf



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by jimi1822, Oct 22, 2008
                                                              Above the cloud
                                                                 with its shadow
                                                              is the Star
                                                                  with its Light.

                                                                                ~ Victor Hugo


                                                                                                            GOD Believes in You my Brother

                                                                                                                                                     jimi :o)

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by jessicajane, Oct 22, 2008
I know how it is to be depressed I  hope you will get better soon and as for your kids hey my kids can come to me about anything to and you know most kids are doing the same as ours but most kids dont go tell their parents mine do and i would rather have it that way. good luck and good job

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by kitty51, Oct 23, 2008
Have ya ever listened to AC/DC ??

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