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GRAUDATION  2012

May 13, 2012 - 0 comments
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Depression



MY FIRST GRANDDAUGHTER IS GOING TO GRADUATE    SHE HAD AWARD EVENT BUT HER MOM DID NOT HAVE  A CAR TO GO...BUT I HAVE ONE-MY OTHER GRANDDAUGHTER WAS GOING ON A FIELD TRIP AND NEEDED TO BE PICKED UP...MY DAUGHTER WANTED HER TO FIND A RIDE ASK SOMEONE TO TAKE HER HOME...SO I SAID I WILL NOT LET HER TAKE MY CAR BECAUSE I DID NOT WANT HER TO BE WALKING THE STREETS TO GET HOME........TODAY I FOUND OUT THAT MY GRANDDAUGHTER TOLD HER MOM..WHO TOLD MY OTHER DAUGHTER THAT SHE DID NOT WANT ME TO GO TO HER GRADUATION  IF I DON'T LET HER MOTHER USE IT.....................I WAS CRUSHED AND STILL FEEL THE PAIN MY LIFE IS SO UNWORTHY...TOMORROW IS MOTHER'S DAY...AND I FEEL MISERABLE. MY LIFE HAD BEEN A MILLION LEMONS  DROP OVER ME.AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM IS BAD.....I WISH THAT I WAS NEVER BORN...BECAUSE EVERY SINCE I WAS A CHILD PEOPLE JUST LOVE HURTING ME......MY FAMILY WHERE ARE MY FAMILY.....RAIN DROPS KEEP FALLING ON MY HEAD..I WISH I HAD NEVER GOT OUT OF BED.

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