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My New Life

Jun 03, 2012 - 0 comments

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Life have gave me Life a good mother and father who I trusted with my life...My mother sits at home in a daze she has had mini strokes and have has a stroke 17years ago...But God has been good...My father is gone he was a very caring and loving man...And I miss him everyday.......I've not done to much to my life in my own thoughts I failed..But its too old to cry about....I had a aunt who I loved like my own mother..She gave me a house.....I paid her back..but my mother said something and my daughter told her something...And I lost my house...But my grown kids stayed in.that house But it was intent for me ..When she died it was left to my daughter the houses money everything it all went to my daughter...during that time my daughter said she would give me my house back..But she has not done so...............I have gained 76lbs a miserable life of stress food and crying................people see me as a very strong woman....But they can't see what is really in my soul....Tomorrow is another step into the ring of diets motivation and skill...And remember good thoughts and why I'm on this journey..................Someone on my friends page FB  gave me a thought..I don't have to look or feel fat for the rest of my life that God has for me...God is clear and solid and he gives me support that no one else can..Because he Right here  looking what I'm writing about...And he is pleased...One Step at a time.

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