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{{Where do I start...}}

Nov 25, 2008 - 0 comments

At this point and time in my life, I just feel like I need a complete overhaul of everything... And as much of a mess as I have been inside, I would just like to make it perfectly clear that no matter what comes out of my mouth here.. what I reveal here inside my journal for everyone to read, my ups and downs, all the sheer madness I have been going through in general, I manage {{EXTREMELY}} well to keep all my problems to myself and keep that "painted on" smile on my face and I am a {{WONDERFUL}} mother to my little boy. If anyone was to ever even question that aspect of everything, it would surely break my heart. I went through more than most people do, in life in general, by the time I was 16 yrs old. I can say I have literally seen and done it all and I truly am not exaggerating by all that much. I plan on using my time here to help figure myself out, to help find myself again, get my life back where I want it to be.. hopefully I will make some friends here during that process who can support me and help keep me in the mindset I need to be in. Either way, I am {{EXTREMELY}} determined to finally live my life to the fullest potential I have to give. And although I am an amazing listener and what seems to be everyone's "go-to girl" for advice.. I am not so great at taking my own advice. =P More to come, lots more, that's for sure! =P And to anyone reading this, if your just looking for a friend who won't judge you, someone to listen to what you have to say without feeling like you will be crucified.. Please do not hesitate to try and get to know me. {{Hope you all have an incredible day!}} <3xoxo  

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